Just a short post today about trust and faith.
One of my kids needed to have a surgery lately and during the week it started to be really hot. It’s summer and sure everyone was waiting for the heat and the sun to be there. We had our appointment on a Tuesday at 1pm. Around 2 days before Tuesday I checked the weather app and heard from.our radio station that Tuesday will be the hottest day this year, maybe the hottest in years. It should reach around 40 °C – and that’s not usual for this area where I live in Germany. Surprisingly I was calm the whole time and knew it would be all fine, when the doctor called me the day before surgery and told me to come at 7am because 3 other kids had cancelled their appointment because of sickness.
I hope the children will recover soon and will be able to take the surgery as well, but for this moment I was so relieved, that we could be the first ones to get surgery on this hot day. They told me that they won’t have many surgeries on this hot day, so I’m thankful and I’m giving thanks and prayers to the Lord!
I wished I could be patient and have this trust in all my life situations – this is another part I’m working on.
Be richly blessed dear readers! Shalom
A usual Monday, everything’s like always I’m thankful for nice weather, fresh air, healthy kids and a save place to live. The daily routine brought us to childcare and school and even I’m a little in a hurry every day it’s refreshing my everything.
During my course and every now and then I have this “missing” feeling. It’s not missing a person, it is missing a talk, a conversation with my heavenly father – and I’m just realising that it’s been a long time since I just simply talked to Abba. And I’m sad about it, sure some might say just sit still and talk to Abba. Have you ever experienced this situation that you want to, start to talk and then by surprise you’ve been interrupted by anyone or anything distracting you. So for me I guess it’s best to have a real quiet and scheduled time with my heavenly Father, where I am focused on the prayer and talk to my Abba. Before I talked to Abba when I was on my way in the morning – it’s just an organisation challenge for me right now. I need to find time for prayer and reduce time I’m wasting. And again I recognize that I’m wasting time on the smartphone, while I left apple and iPhone some time ago, I find myself wasting my time on my new Nokia. So it’s not the brand of the smartphone it’s simply my behaviour and my strength to say “smartphone free time” and more LIFE. Once I found a picture of an old phone with the sentence “when phones were on wire, you were free”… True true…
Some time ago I started covering for God, it was a good yet strange feeling as I image all the stares I received. When I started covering I was living in an area with many different cultures and believes, so it may not be as much recognized as today.
I moved and am living in a mainly Christian area were no one is covering except me. It’s still the same in my church, as I’m the only woman covering for years.
It is still interesting to answer their questions, while often I receive a statement like “Paul doesn’t mean us to cover, when he says so it’s only for Corinthian women, or it’s a traditional and different time thing”… Well if it’s not the right time for them I’m totally fine, while for me it is exactly what my heavenly Father has called me too. And I think it’s important for me to study even more about God’s love for us and how he sees us and wants his children to behave. Sometimes people just pick out the nice and perfect fitting quotes while leaving or cutting out others.
These last few months I’ve been through some tough passages in life, I started questioning a lot, tried to organise life in every spot (this is still a way to go), thought about nature and how I can be more sustainable – here I found out, the more I try to reduce waste, it seems to be even more. But I guess it’s just the view of reducing waste in general.
About my headcovering, lately I’m testing out different styles, same as some sisters I’ve meet online on Instagram, while I order a lot from the U.S. I realized the high expenses for custom service. As I own a sewing machine, I might start some headcoverings my own.
In May I started a 52 weeks Bible reading plan with a sister in Christ. Within these 52 weeks we want to read through the New Testament. We are reading one chapter a day Monday to Friday. We are reading Mark 3 today and I love to start my day with God’s Word!
Be richly blessed dear brothers and sisters!
As I enjoy every season of the year, I am enjoying spring mornings, where the air is fresh and cold and turns warm during the day. Feeling like a school kid again, while I’m attending a course in accounting again.
Right now I’m sitting in class waiting for the teacher to start telling me about the yearly income and how to calculate.
Besides I’m trying to study scripture as much as possible – why? My main focus is to get to know Jesus more so that through him I get to know His Father more, Abba!
There is so much influence and distraction on the internet, that tries to get me away from Adonai.
Who is the Father, who is the Son and who is the Holy Spirit – that is my current study and I’m looking forward 🙂
Lately I experience that I’m distracted a lot by social media, what is happening in the world and more. Distraction containing the present, the past and the future. Thoughts, pictures and studies from people around the world shared through Instagram and blog posts leaving my head full with impression and topics to study.
Finally I’m back writing on my blog, while I already planned to be more structured in writing on this personal blog, I find myself being busy with so many other things.
Sure 1 month ago I started my course in financial accounting again – it’s more of a refreshing course, to have a smooth start back to work. Well at least this is my current plan for now and I will see, what will be this summer.
I tried to built my Christian blog and tried to gain my readers through social media, while now and then I ask myself if this is the right way to find true followers and readers. Over a year ago I read about writing a blog and every day more and more I thought about the idea of starting one myself – until I did.
My blog is all about faith, believe and my life with Jesus Christ. I try to write about everything that happens to me in life with Christ.
Like my current course in financial accounting, I was searching and waiting for God’s path of my future and then everything got together in perfect time and way. While I had a nice lady helping me out, finding my personal niché and profession – I used to work as an accountant before and wasn’t so sure about what I want to do now, going back or trying out something completely different. After several good talks we found this course that perfectly fits into my life situation and includes financial accounting, Excel, DATEV, Lexware, SAP and also a month working in an online firm. I’m in the middle of this great course and enjoy every day. And I feel that this is exactly what God has prepared for me, I’m happy and waiting for what will be this September, after I finished the course. As I’m already checking different job opportunities, as a financial accountant, I also read about other jobs from home, some sound interesting, while others sound good first but at second glance not reachable more expensive to try out. I never was the kind of person staying at home doing nothing at all, I like to work and learn. After becoming a mother I started to feel these mother instincts and the beautiful part of being a stay-at-home mum. Still searching for some sort of combination of stay-at-home mum doing some work from my home office – combining family and work as close as it can be.
So, I will wait some months until I can write more about this part of my life.
I thank you all for your interest in reading my blog. Be richly blessed!
2019 started well and fast, January already passed and February is nearly half way through too. It’s been several weeks since I last updated a post here.
While I just closed my Twitter account today – honestly it was simply too much of social media lately, I think I can continue writing down everything that’s going on here.
Several months now I’m sharing posts on my Instagram account, about my brother in Christ from Gambia. I started a Go Fund Me campaign and still try to raise an amount of money for him to start and complete an educational course so that he will be able to provide and care for his Family. While he is the oldest of his family, his parents died several years ago, his Grandmother is still alive and tries to take care of his younger siblings, he tried to work illegally to earn money. Because this is not an option anymore, we try to collect some money to help him out doing his 2 month course, so he can start working legally with a certificate to survive.
I started a February Challenge which says “$1 for Alieu” – why $1? I posted this on my Instagram, because I thought that with my ~1.800 Followers even $1 would be more than enough. (If everyone would donate 50 cent it would be more than enough) trying to say, that I don’t ask you to give $20 or $10, I just ask for $1 or if you can’t $0.50
Trying to collect as much as possible in February so that Alieu from Gambia can start his course in March this year and finish it at the end of April to be ready for legal work in May! This is our wish, our plan and we hope that it will work with your help!
We thank you very much and send you the Lord’s blessing! Shalom
Since some months now I’m thinking about my families life and our living situation. My family and I are living in a 2 bedroom unit, with a big living room, a big kitchen and 2 bathroom. This is a standard unit for a family like mine, but as the internet is full of either postings about more and more material and big homes, there are also those posts about minimalism, about van life and the freedom of owning less but living more.
This thought comes and goes and falls with my financial possibilities right now, but I really love the imagination about down-sizing, at least for some weekend or holiday. So what exactly? I love all those pictures and blog posts about the #VanLife and especially families with kids and their life and adventure on the road.
Why does this come to my mind? Well I love to travel, and I know my family does too. Sure we like to travel by plane, but this one is expensive and I think driving around let you see so much beautiful that you might lose on the way.
Last summer we just visited The Netherlands by car and really enjoyed it! I love the flexibility and the freedom you experience while going by car – if the car is driving. My car is old and it is an adventure to use it and see if you reach your destination. I’m thinking about how to reach my new goal on this personal wish to buy a van (converted or not) to use it as a great way to travel with the whole family and not missing anything from home.
I also checked on those cute little tiny homes, well these are also on my wish list. Guess I need to find the needed financial credits to purchase both or at least one of them on my wish list.